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For fans of Girl in Pieces , All the Bright Places , and Girl, Interrupted comes a haunting and breathtaking YA contemporary debut novel that packs a powerful message: hope can be found in the darkness.
"Raw, heartbreaking, and poignant." -- New York Times -bestselling author Kathleen Glasgow
A Chicago Public Library and Kirkus Best Book of the Year!
Seventeen-year-old Ellie had no hope left. Yet the day after she dies by suicide, she finds herself in the midst of an out-of-body experience. She is a spectator, swaying between past and present, retracing the events that unfolded prior to her death.
But there are gaps in her memory, fractured pieces Ellie is desperate to re-assemble. There's her mother, a songbird who wanted to break free from her oppressive cage. The boy made of brushstrokes and goofy smiles who brought color into a gray world. Her brooding father, with his sad puppy eyes and clenched fists. And Ellie's determined to find out why a piece of her was left behind.
Told in epistolary-like style, Rocky Callen's deeply moving A Breath Too Late sensitively examines the beautiful and terrible moments that make up a life and the possibilities that live in even the darkest of places. Perfect for fans of the critically-acclaimed Speak , I'll Give You the Sun, and If I Stay .
"An exquisitely played love song to life , in all of its hurts, wonders, memories, and loves." -Jeff Zentner, Morris Award winning author of The Serpent King and Goodbye Days
"A haunting story, punctuated with brilliant points of hope and light. This is an important story . A necessary story . . . Callen's writing radiates with passion, honesty and love." --National Book Award finalist and Printz Award-winning author An Na
Author Notes
Rocky Callen , the daughter of an Ecuadorian immigrant, has long lived a life of service ever since she was a 13-year-old advocating for the undocumented immigrants in her community. She interned at NASA at 12 years old, started lobbying congress at 13, and wrote and produced student radio stories at NPR at 14.
A behavioral therapist for over ten years, she received an MFA from Vermont College of Fine Arts and lives outside of Washington, DC with her husband, daughter, and baby boy. Rocky founded the Bleed Ink Foundation, a creative hub and resource center for writers, and the HoldOn2Hope Project, which unites creatives in suicide prevention and mental health awareness. A Breath Too Late is her debut novel.
Reviews (3)
School Library Journal Review
Gr 8 Up--Sandwiched between a trigger warning and a list of hotlines, this raw and tragic debut opens with its narrator's inexplicit suicide and goes on to a detailed account of how years of physical and psychological abuse spiraled into depression and finally despair. In semi-epistolary chapters addressed mostly to cowed, bruised Momma and her estranged but loving friend, August, but also to her twisted father, her growing depression, the sky, death, and other eidolons, Ellie recalls incidents marking the slow disappearance of joy and color from her world. Her father's threats and beatings combined with the influence of her terror-stricken home life have overwhelmed any hopes of escape except one. But the story's overall tone is one of profound regret, as in the aftermath of her death Ellie revisits past moments of joy, catches a glimpse of what might have been with August, and also witnesses her mother making the 911 call that at last promises an end to the violence. "I let go too soon," Ellie heartbreakingly concludes, realizing "a breath too late" that among life's broken, ugly shards, hope and promise remain. VERDICT "This novel isn't about happy endings," the author writes. But if it falls into the hands of teens similarly on the edge, it may create some.--John Peters, Children's Literature Consultant, New York
Kirkus Review
After shattering her life, a girl finds the healing in the shards. Seventeen-year-old Ellie Walker woke to the silence of her oppressive life on Sunset Street with her abusive father and battered mother and headed to school, blasting music to make the world go away--only to face the reality of her own death by suicide the previous night. Ellie struggles to recall most of her memories, but as her specter observes the grief left in the wake of her death, her memories are triggered chronologically. It's only through them that she can piece together what led up to that tragic night. A bystander in death, Ellie begins to notice the small things that often went overlooked in the moment, such as promises long forgotten, and the love others have for her, including August, the light-hearted, goofy boy who makes her dream in color, and her mother, who she thought was broken and whom she had given up on. This epistolary novel told from Ellie's perspective details the raw reality of life's darkest moments but shows where to look for the bright spots. Callen's sharp, poignant writing depicts the events leading up to and following Ellie's suicide without romanticizing either it or her depression. In this debut, the author also honestly examines the effect that abuse has and how hard it can be to escape. All characters are white. A memorable, hopeful story of regret. (author's note, resources) (Fiction. 14-18) Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Booklist Review
This bittersweet and haunting novel begins with protagonist Ellie's suicide, following years of physical abuse dealt out by her father to Ellie and her mother. Ellie's consciousness remains after her death, and she sees the aftermath, the heartbreak and pain of her survivors. These survivors include her mother, who tried to protect her, and August, her best friend from childhood, whose love grew into more than friendship. As Ellie gathers memories both good and bad, she addresses her mother, August, her father, fear, depression, death, and life, sharing insights gleaned from the memories. Callen's character depictions are visceral. For example, in one scene, Ellie's abusive father talks to August. He seems sympathetic and notes that Ellie had seen August the day before she died, then casually wonders aloud whether August had something to do with Ellie's decision--but they would never know. The most important point made in the heartbreaking story is that there is nothing romantic about suicide. Ellie realizes that with her last breath, regretting her decision. Callen includes resources for suicide prevention and domestic abuse at the end.
